first time here.
looking back to the past it give me an emotional feeling. Why I'm fat? Why I feel so old today? Why I'm so selfish sometimes? Why I love fish so much? Why I failed my test so much? Why I failed to accepted to the 2nd most favorite high school at my city? Why I'm angsting so much today? Why I always complaining ? Why I'm saying to much word 'Why' today?
today I'm not feeling so good
Totally.
since I woke up today, I felt soo light-headed. Outside. the sun shine brightly that i could feel the heat stabbing through my skin although I'm inside my room. My cooler did not work properly since yesterday. My granny promise that soon when I'm home from my tuition my cooler would be good as new. So when I'm woke up , i could feel my sweat around my body. bleakh.
I go straight to my bathroom doing people usually do inside. Finished, I grabbed my clothes , prepare my book and I'm ready for my tuition. Today i have 2 tuition . Its mandarin and english lessons today but I'm not in the mood to study hard like I usually do yesterday. When I opened my door house, the heat from the sun stabbed directly to my head. I cursed mentally as I started walking outside my house searching for rides. This morning I did not see my mum inside my room. Guess she went working then.
You see, me and my mum have a quarrel 2 days ago. Last monday my teacher called me. She said she have something important to tell me. I followed my teacher and she sat beside me. She want to meet my parents next monday at 8 am. I asked her what's wrong then she said , "school business" other words mean : "It's none of your business". What a jerk. I stormed back to my seat. At recess time I asked my friends whose her parents got called. some said:
' because i skipped class.'
' because my grade went down'
I don't know anything. heck like I care. I guess my teacher called my mum cause' my grade went down. what else? i skipped class? everyone do it. hey I just skipped my additional lessons 5 times. what is the problem?
When i told my mum bout' this news, she glared at me and turned to ice queen for a whole weeks. what the hell. Okay, I deserve that because I'm not working so hard for my 'coming soon' state exam. But if you see my grade isn't so bad. I just failed at science and math. Hahaha funny me.
so there is cold war took place at my house until now.
I arrived at my english tuition with much worsen headache and its killing me. I walked wobbly , trying hard to keep my posture. Nothing interesting here so just skipped to the ' finally i go home part'.
FINALLY. I came home 3 hours later, I went straight to my room and crashed my self on my bed with a sigh. 2 minutes later, I fell to deep slumber.
3 hours later, I opened my eyes and stretched my body feel much better but my head still hurt. I groaned and searching for my cell phone. 2 missed calls 1 message. both from ketherin and jeje.
sender : Jeje
Yo kraken . do you want code geass limited edition artbook or saiyuki ?
i tilted my head , tried absorbing what he talked about. i checked my calendar.
13 march..
10 seconds later i snapped into reality. I grabbed my phone and dialed jeje's number. later on 2 minutes chit-chat the sucks jeje did not bought me the artbook I desired so much since 5th grade. he said i was too late cause' he is not at the bookstore anymore. the book is called salty dog made by the most talented person kazuya minekura. I groaned and dialed ketherin number. the answer did not satisfy me.
But deep inside , I'm very grateful they troubled themselves for my birthday presents although it still one day earlier. I smiled at myself and dropped my heavy body to the bed once more. ready for sleep . again. unfortunately I heard my phone ringing.
1 text message.
sender : jeje
get ready kraken. me and ketherin on the way to your house. we are going to mall.
I jerked my head. immediately dialed ketherin's number.
"yes sli?"
"ket? what are you doing?
"we go to PV and you must go with us"
"nah, my mum won't allow me"
"well, let me talk to your mum then."
"she's out."
"aw.. give me her number then."
"fine, I'll text you later."
"make it fast then. Bye sweetheart."
"bye"
I stared at the phone. Quickly dialed my mum number.
"hey mum can i go with ketherin?"
"... no" I rolled my eyes.
"let them talk to you then."
"fine."
and the phone ended.
i send my mum number . waiting about 3 minutes for the good news. Later, 1 text message arrived.
sender : Ketherin
"come on sli. let's go . your mum said okay. ;)"
I jumped straight to the shower. wearing my clothes with long sleeved and short pants. I'm ready to rock. 2 hours later they arrived at my house with evil grin plastered on their face. So I hop on to the car with a smile and the car made its way to the mall.
we went to starbuck. ketherin said she'll treat me today. hesitantly I choose expresso brownies and cheese pie to eat. the waiter heat up the brownies and packed my brownies for take away 1 minute later, the mouth watering brownies served deliciously in front me. I sat in the middle of jeje and ketherin . They wished me happy birthday with playful smile plastered on their faces.
"every bite you eat for the cake resemble your wish for this year and next year." Ketherin said with a smile. I eyed the brownies and pick the fork. I inhale deeply and smiled.
"I wish i have a body like madonna" and I bite the cake
"I wish I have a brain like einstein"
"I wish my dreams come true"
"I wish I have a long life"
"I wish for a certain person did not forget me even they accepted at 2nd favorite high school" I eyed them and bite my cake. Ketherin just giggled.
then i left my big piece of brownies. I closed my eyes and eyeing jeje and ketherin. Then I smiled.
"I hope we still be friends and not forget each other no matter what happen." I eat the whole big piece of cake and munching it hardly and gulped.
We laughed happily that time. After that we went upstairs for dinner. We stopped at ramen stall. We went inside and took an empty seat. ketherin had her evil grin (again) on her angel face. she whispered something to jeje. She took the menu , didn't give me any chance to pick anything. She ordered a volcano ramen. My eyes widened and turned sharply to ketherin. crap. She knew my weakness.
I stared at the food in front of me. the gravy color was red as lava pooling the ramen. I gulped and stared at ketherin and jeje begging for mercy. But they stared evily as a cindirella's step-mother.
"eat it or we'll make you pay." Ketherin said.
Remember I didn't bring any single penny on my pocket I hesitantly grabbed the spoon and took my first bite. The spiciness quickly spread through my mouth. I quickly grabbed my drink , gulped it until the last drop. Jeje is laughing like mad-man and ketherin giggled. her hands holding a blackberry taking a picture of me full of sweat around my face. I rolled my eyes and I braved myself to take another of ramen.
Bite after bite the ramen all done. left me the oh-so-hot gravy ready to kill somebody. I sipped the gravy half of it. I put the bowl down gently, wiped the sweat around my face and groaned. The g Ketherin and jeje burst out laughing , I glared at them. An idea popped in my head. I smirked as I shifted my bowl to Jeje.
"oh so mighty Jeje. will you mind to end this os-so-hot gravy for me?" Then ketherin turned her face to jeje.
"Hey, I remember now. you can stand a single chili like this pig besides me" I glared at Ketherin and quickly turned my face to jeje. Jeje sighed and took the bowl.
"Fine then , I eat this."
My eyes widened slightly as he gulped the whole gravy like he gulped a water. Later, he put the bowl down and wiped his mouth.
"So kraken. I'm better than you am I?" He sneered at me . I glared at him. Then he called the waiter for bill. He took out some money and put in front the register and we exited the stall.
Inside the car. I talked like crazy , my stomach crunching thanks for the gravy. And my head spinning like wheels . I talked like drunk-man inside the car.
"Hey ketherin, I love you so muuuch.*hic*" i threw my arms around her shoulder
"ensli, you're heavy and you smell like chicken right now." I grinned and looked at the sweat-dropped Jeje
" AND you. I loove you tooo" I threw my arms around him, then he said.
"Kraken you stinks.".
" i know that" I smirked like crazy and slumped my body tried to rest my head. but failed. I looked to the car window, still a little tipsy. The beautiful street lamps decorated the night sky and I smiled.
Maybe today was not so bad at all.
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hey guys. morning. *yawn*..
its 01:02pm in the morning. I'm turned 15 now, nothing changed in me but, yesterday My friends barged to my house and begging my mum to 'borrowed' me just to said happy birthday and treat me. And they totally changed my day for just 2 hours 15 minutes. My mum maybe don't care at all for my birthday, cause' we still had our 'cold-war' until this time and no sign to reconcile. I'm disappointed for that matter of course . But who knew a certain person can changed my day totally, and i feel so alive now. Thank you so much for my friends that congrats me. especially my oh-so-beautiful ketherin and Jeje the sucks. Tere and Ipeh, cause' they give a picture of me eating cake and food for my present (although I look so fat in there). The picture is above the journal. And isa, I tackle her later for JUST wishing me happy birthday at facebook. *evil laugh*
Gosh. I really grateful to have them as my friends.
-ensli the great turtle :33
