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Friday, 29 October 2010

rainbows

Current mood: no rainbows
Current music : SO SO WHAT WHAT IMMA BE YER LOVE TONIGHT
Location: inside mah room




It’s just black and white since you left.

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no rainbows nor the epic ponytails.

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no more..

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excuse my laziness ladies and gentlemen ;D








She looked outside her windows. Watching as the rain roared its wrath to the mother earth. Cleanse all the living being under the horizon with its water. She can see the dirt that covered her mother’s car slowly being drifted away.




A muscle in her jaws tightened


She wished to be cleaned too


Dark eyes hardened


She gripped her bed sheets





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She loves the rain. The water is relaxing, and it feels like your soul is cleaned. She was breaking through the rain that day. The uniform was clinging like her second skin; she used her bag as her temporary shade. Somehow when she was dashing madly to her home, she just realized something.




The droplets was sliding down her skin


Her hair was sticking to her face


Her body was drenched


Her speed decreased


Then she smelled rain


And smiled cheekily




She decided that day that she loves the rain.


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When she was little, her mother showered her with lots of fairy tales. She still remembered the sleeping beauty.




The freaking sleeping beauty.




Letting herself being pricked by a sewing machine (sewing machine!) and sleep peacefully waiting her prince to slay the witch and bust her door then making out with her.




In the end, the book said:


‘The dark clouds that covered the kingdoms slowly disappearing replaced by the beautiful rainbows and they live happily ever after…”






oh yeah.


Happily ever after.


Che. Fairytales.


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She met her long lost undying love 2 weeks ago.


She was buying a lemonade when she saw him. He was standing right 6 meters beside her, buying a corndog with heavily doused mustard and mayonnaise, His features is soft yet muscular and he is one head taller than her.


somehow her eyes can't stop following him.


unfortunately when she was 'observing' him (or ogling him. audrey nicely put it) his eyes caught her features. 


dark meet soft hazel


She can feel things around her stopped


Oh yeah. earth stopped its rotation


not. cool.


Finally for seemed like ages he nodded and smiled. 


She put her best smile and waved.




earth continued its rotation
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When she was doodling lazily in her class somehow, a simple doodle draw make her remember her friends. 


A doodle dragon makes her remember Ipeh


A doodle round smiley faces makes her remember Eric


A tiny doodle girl makes her remember ketherine


A stick makes her remember isa


and finally a doodle fly makes her remember tere.


Oh how she missed the old days.




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The only thing that never change in this world is memories.

-BOWSAAAH-





Saturday, 2 October 2010

FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY

current mood: cranky.
current music : OVERDOSED!
location : where there is a cup of steaming hot green tea.


NO NO NO. DON'T THROW THOSE TOMATOES TO ME. NOO NOOO.

AND THOSE EGGS.

(blame the midterms baby).


finally.

well finally.

at least.


MIDTERMS IS OVER.


yay!

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(boo)

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(woe.)


yes yes. its over. please throw those confetti and party paper please. let me angsting in peace inside my room. and no. My tests is busted and I am doomed. how about yours? hm. great I presume.

yes? no?

well then. without further ado, here we go.


1 WEEK TEST THAT DOOMED TO FAIL :


day 1 : math and english

math : i swear i practice and do a lot of logarithm , factoring and craps. but in the morning. i only can do three from 15 problems. i don't want to talk about those 11. in recess time I dragged sp to girls toilet. I slammed the door cursing loudly in my head. I locked my self inside until recess time.

result : FAILED

english : i checked my sheets 4 times before I collect it to the teacher. in recess I compared my answers to adit. It went smoothly and my self esteem boosted a little. but 2 days ago I heard that more than a half class is failed. and there is no way I am not included into that ' more than a half '

result : FAILED



day 2 : chemistry and mandarin

Chemistry : i don't want to talk about it.

result : FAILED

mandarin : nah, i am good and perfectly happy for this.

result : PASS (yay!)


day 3 : physics and Bahasa Indonesia


physics : hrmm. i think i can pass this. but I messed up in last problems. damn you vector.

result : i don't know. not so sure. so FAIL! D<

Bahasa Indonesia : It's about pride damnit. if I can't pass my own language sent me to africa.

result : PASS! PASS! PASSS! PASS PWEAAASEEE . . . BOHOOOHOO. D;


day 4 : civics and biology


Civics : I LOVE YOU TEACHER. I LOVE LOVE LOVE LURVEEE YOU. I'll sing you taio cruz with my guitar outside your window with those epic gaga costume every night. i'll become your pizza delivery every day , I EVEN WASH YOUR CAT. EVERY . SINGLE. DAY .

result : PASS!

biology : she didn't tell my class about scientific names.

result : pass to fail.


day 5 : geography and religion

geography : smooth ensli. reaal smooth.

result : PASS! ( i hope)

religion : i failed.

result : FAILED


day 6 : sociology and history

sociology : those multiple choice make my eyes burn.

result : PASS! (failed...)

history : I don't remember. (blame the aspirin.)

result : PASS!

last day (Yay!) : economy and computer

economy : ... i failed at writing the conclusion problem.

result : pass. *sigh* no not really. FAILED!

computer : I can do flash, I can do programming , I know computer system. I do project . heck , I even can do a little hacking. but.. WHY THE HELL I CAN'T DO PASCAL FORMULA??

result : i stop drinking my tea if I failed. (PASS!)


Yes i am still angsting now. pigging my tango , pitying myself , eat junk food , drinking my tea.


BOHOHOHOOHOHO.


did I mention that I only sleep less than 4 hours last week. no? yes? no?

the glory of caffeine..

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(ahh)

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oh. i have a text message.

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(click)

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OH SHIET. FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML

i need to take my report next week.

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eff my life.