beat

current mood: proudly sober.
current music: cats meowing outside
place : room. apple action.


well gee.

i'm cool. yeah.

so basically I don't know when is your bithday is. until 2 seconds ago our ipeh wishing you on twitter.

nah.

kidding. I forgot. (don't sue me)

i feel an emotional break down now. my mum banned me from seeing my son. (my mac) and she hijacked my laptop. So i typed this with god finger of mine in this tiny touch keyboard ipod of mine.


i was stressed. no no. i am obviously stressed. exams. home work. studies. computer, work, family , friends , you.


i want to. i don't know. i just like. i don't know. i don't know what to say. i am proud of you. for being fifteen 40 minutes ago. i am proud of you. for what you achieved in that blasted school.

i know we've been in our ways for 3 months. many happens. I am not that suck with math. Now i gained 1 kilo from last week. i dropped my mum new blackberry. i even loves durian.


but some things still the same.

i hate you for not answering my tweets, phone calls, etcetera etcetera.

i deeply am still love you the same.

so please. please please.

even when you are down
there is someone to give you their hands

even when you sick
there is someone that force the medicine down your throat. and pray for your health

even when you shed your tears
there is someone that kicked his or her ass and make them your pet for a day


oh my god. I am crying now.

even when you happy
there is someone that undyingly happy just to see your smile.


that someone may not me. it can be anyone. that truly loves you. care you. hence, even jump to lava pond when you are there.

my point is. i am no longer with you. no longer by your side.

so please

remember me
remember us

even it is faint

i can still feel our heart beat as one.



happy 15th birthday theresya tan

your soul mate

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